Can you handle everything God places in your path?

mutatatum @ 2006-01-02T14:08:00

2006-01-02T20:09:09Z

ayyy airbody! wahaha hmm lets see....lifes gettin better? i dunno but yesterday/last night was awesome! after church, me amanda w tina amanda h jessica amanda r travis chase johnny and marc all went outside and the boys shot off firecrackers! hah cracker! ok well anyway they threw them at us! wahh meany heads! jk i love them! and hmm... yea it was nuts and then me and amanda and amanda and tina and travis went to the gas station and got like a ton of energy drinks!(full throttle) but yea so we got that and then took travis back to the church and then we all went to my house and partied it up yo! ahh it was awesome! me and amanda w had a drink chuggin contest! omg amanda h had a video camera and she got me spittin food out into the trash, and shovin cake in my mouth! wahh ooo and we danced, well me and amanda w did lol and the other amanda taped us wahaha it was awesome i need to see that video though, b/c yea nvm lol hmm well after that, we talked on our phones for a lil while and then got tired, and me and amanda h were on the floor and we had a pretty good conversation! i hadnt hung out with her in a long time and im glad i did! we needed to catch up on things! shes a cool girl and yea, shes pretty much awesome! and she trusts me more now! wahh i dunno i love that girl! but anyway, we ended up fallin asleep at like 4 maybe and woke up at like 9 b/c amanda hs mom called wahh so i woke up and yea so we ate pancakes yum! and yea now im here all by myself lol hmm yup! ooo and the other day one of my bestest friends in the entire world talked to me and made me realize that i really dont put myself out there for anything! and that i give up on things so quickly that i rarely get wat i want! i dunno he just made me think about alot of things! but, when i thought everyone else was changing, and acting different around me, it was pretty much me changing! i dunno! but yea i love you chase! thanx for bein here for me with my crazy life! im out!! peace! ~tatum~

mutatatum @ 2005-12-26T13:39:00

2005-12-26T19:41:48Z

"If he hasn't called... chances are he hasn't been thinking about you..."

i hope thats not ture b/c all i can think about is him! hes one of the few that truely make me happy! and i love him!

shiznit!

2005-12-26T06:18:48Z

MY WORLD IS FALLING DOWN ON ME!!!!!(agian)

bored!!!

2005-12-24T08:35:31Z

wahhhh my freakin page looks like a boys! lol well i dont know how to make it any better so oh well!! if you wanna help go ahead..if not i kinda dont care!! well anyway...does anyone know who idroollikethat is...or kevin on myspace is? b/c these freaky people are only friends with people who know eachother.. and go to church together its reaaalllly weird! but yea anyway..ummmm yea im bored..its 211 am on xmas eve and im wiiide awake and no ones on and yea...ladidaladidaladida...hmmm im gonna sing you a song...L-O L-O L-O L-O-V-E L-O L-O L-O L-O L-O L-O L-O-V-E L-O L-O L-O im talkin bout love! wahaha that was ashlee simpson incase you didnt know!! sooo even though i know that no one is going to look at this b/c no one cares about these things anymore.. especially mine b/c i havent updated since like over a year ago.. ummm but hows everyone doin??!?! ooo me chase leila and nathan went to go see the ringer today ahh it was hillarious! quote from one of the guys in the special olympics...."when the fuck did we get iceceam?" wahha it was great! and this one guy infront of us had the loudest most hillarious laugh which made me laugh when there relly wasnt anything funny at all! lol o thanx for sayin happy bday to me steven! lol hmm....im freezing!! i wanna take a looooonnnng hoooooot bath...wow i havent taken a bath since i broke m leg in 5th grade! i think lol oh well who care.. not me!! hmmm i love funny people! lol i love friends! i hate mean people...cough cough hanna kellar! that poo poo head tried to break meand travis up! weve been together for like 5 months and shes like i deserve him more than you do... blahblahblah and then she was like oh it was all a joke....and i was like wat kind of sick freak would want to do that to someone?!?! i guess bitches like you just get a kick out of makin people cry! ahh who would hate someone if they did that to them??? please tell me id like to know! lol and omg shes a freakin retard she kept callin me fat head and fatty patty!! ok am i fat?! lol i wanna know that too! but those were relly lame and she kept bringing up her gpa average and we were like no one gives a fuck about your gpa dumb fuck!! wahh it was great! wow this is getting long but i dont care b/c im soooo bored!! so if anyone actually reads all of this i congradulate you! lol big word whoop whoop i hope its spelled right! lol! oo im so excited about wat im gettin leila for xmas i have to wait till after the 25th to get it though! lets see 2 things for her, a few of the same kind of thing for katherine, 1 for amanda, 1(so far) for chase! wahh nothin for madre...=/ and i think me rach and michelle are gonna do somethin creative for daddy! omg wanna know wat....tonight when me and chase got back...i was hyper and he thought that i was messed up! hes so stupid! wahh i would never do any of that crap! hes just not used to seeing me hyper b/c im not myself around him b/c hes freakin weird! and annoying! and wahh sometimes i wanna shoot myself when im with him!!! lol when im at my moms house i can stay in my room and be alone...i like being alone a lot....and i dont have to care about anything..but here.... nooo i dont have a room ..me and michelle go back and forth with the couch and a blow up matress!! i hate it here! i just want my own bed!! ok well yea i think thats enough! i love you all (not as much as i love travis) but i do love you guys! ~tatum~

mutatatum @ 2005-09-05T01:02:00

2005-09-05T06:12:54Z

hey all yall cool guys!!! wats up?!? this is actually tatum this time im at amanda h.'s house and were havin a BALL!!! lol her brother..ashley... dances and is really really good and its awesome and amanda thinks that i want to grab his butt but i really dont lol!! tis funny! but yeah nothin much has been goin on...other than the fact that me and t$ are still together and yeayea its awesome! and life is good..and yeayea im kinda hyper and chase and nathan made a website and its quite "interesting" lol but ill ttyl later yo....ljs arent my thing anymore b/c they cause drama and drama is gay but yeah ill c ya later!! love much_-tatum-_

mutatatum @ 2005-08-30T09:39:00

2005-08-30T16:41:13Z

powers out bitches and so is school so who wants to do sumthin cause im bored out of my mind!

mutatatum @ 2005-08-13T13:48:00

2005-08-13T18:50:59Z

tonight was awesome cause i spent it with my best friend chase bradford harry! me chase travis ryan and marc went to the movies to see dukes of hazzard. it was ok, they thought it was awesome but i just think they liked it cuase jessica simpson was in it with her ass hangin out of her shorts!!lolololol well it was a pretty fun night. so who all's goin to the fish fry??? comment.

NOBODY DELETE THIS GAH!

2005-08-09T22:05:12Z

ok well im updating for tatum again and chase bradford harry! DONT DELETE THIS! please and thank you. or i will delete the ones u wrote. Ha. Well is everyone ready for school, its tomorrow! (just in case someone hasnt figured it out yet) This summer has actually been pretty good ahhh lots of drama tho. well everyone comment with ur fav summer memory!!

***Everything happens for a reason.Things fall apart so
other things can fall together.Don't question it, Just
let it happen.If it's meant to be, It will be***
♥

mutatatum @ 2005-08-04T10:55:00

2005-08-04T18:04:56Z

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, Who calls you back when you hang up on him, Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, Who wants to show you off to the the world when you are in your sweats, Who holds your hand in front of friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...thats her." Then u have truly found someone special... you should never let him go..

ok read all of these and tell me how many u get! chase got 8 out of the 9 that there r!muahahahaha so yea comment!

mutatatum @ 2005-07-26T21:22:00

2005-07-27T02:32:24Z

life is good,
life is great,
have some food,
play crazy eights.
I am Tatum,
i love to sing,
i like my gum,
when i see japs i go ching ching.
This is my rhyme,
oh well if u don't like it,
it's a poem, i did no crime,
besides i made all the words fit.

mutatatum @ 2005-07-14T20:00:00

2005-07-15T03:09:39Z

alright things got really confusing last night and i found out alot of things but i think it all turned out for the best! i aldo found out some more stuff today and none of u will kno wat it is cause im never telling muahahahahha! but yea anyways i love chase hahaha
i love katherine to but i love chase more and i love leila and liz cause their super awesome!!!!!!

mutatatum @ 2005-07-12T12:16:00

2005-07-13T02:02:49Z

things are gettin better!! thanx u guys! and i cant wait to go home tomorrow!! chase.....u think that i cant fill in the blanks but i can..... im so sry that i was a jerk last night! i regret it so much and i hope you can forgive me! i told you not to call unless you were actually goin to talk but i really want you to call anyway! i would call you but...i would feel weird b/c of wat i said!! i love you and cant wait to give you a hug tomorrow and get my note and give you yours(even though it really doesnt have anything to do with you anymore but watever)!! but yeah i love all you guys so much!!! _-tatum-_

mutatatum @ 2005-07-10T11:56:00

2005-07-11T01:52:17Z

hey guys! im on vacation right now but im at the cyber cafe to check mail so i decided to log in! but anyway if anyone is willing to pray for me and my family i really need it right now! i went to my dads house on friday so we could leave early saturday...i dont want to get into too much detail... but well just say taht there has been a lot of drinking goin on and i dont want to get caught up in it again! it was not katherine or leila that changed me it was my sister and my dad! well saturday we got here and explored the hotel (opryland nashville) and some more drinking went on but that night my dad was talkin to rachel(older sister) about something that had happened and this guy that rachel was hangin out with went over to her and said hey lets get away from this old guy! well my dad got really pissed and there was a bit of a fight and i had to get in the middle of it and pull my dad out! yeah! and i dont have a friend here so i have to hang around my dad the entire time! and hes on the phone mostly! so yeah this vacation has only lasted 2 days and its already down the drain! please pray for me guys! and please dont let this start any crap about me or my dad or my family in general! ha yall dont know how bad it is here ive cried the 2 days weve been here and i miss everyone! at night when i talk to chase is the only time i get to be myself and have fun...so i stayed on the phone till like 1 a.m.! thank you so much for makin each day worth living!! i really need help guys! you have no idea!!! so yeah..oh and my computer at my house is broken once again!!! i think im officially computer stupid! thanx in advance!!! love much!_-tatum-_

mutatatum @ 2005-07-06T14:44:00

2005-07-06T19:48:27Z

hey guys im just curious to see who would actually take it!
1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

5. Describe me in one word.

6. What was your first impression?

7. Do you still think that way about me now?

8. What reminds you of me?

9. If you could give me anything what would it be?

10. How well do you know me?

11. When's the last time you saw me?

12. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

13. Are there any memories with me that stand out?

14. Have I impacted you?

15. Where do you see "us" in the near future?

16. Where do you see "us" in the distant future?

17. How often do I cross your mind?

18. Are you going to put this in your journal and see what I say about you?

19. If you could change something about me, what would it be?

20. Would you ever hate me?

21. Would you beat me up?

22. Would you sing with me?

23. Would you take a bullet for me?

24. Do you wish I was cooler?

25. Do you love me?

26. What is my worst quality?

27. What is my best quality?

28. Have you seen me cry?

29. if i was hanging off a cliff, what would be the first thing that you would do?

mutatatum @ 2005-07-05T18:13:00

2005-07-05T23:28:36Z

hey guys!! yesterday was only fun b/c chase and leila were there other than that it was retarded! our fireworks were awful! and chase had to leave at like 9 which sucked! but after the fireworks were over me leila and elizabeth went up to my room and i kinda felt left out!! maybe im just retarded but they wouldnt talk to me and they were whispering stuff the whole time and so i went and got on the computer. then when i got back we went adn got food then we went to my room and i went to sleep b/c they kept talkin to eachother again!! but watever! im cool! so today after liz went home me and leila went to kohls and then to her house where she went to sleep and i got on the computer once again!! so now im here and leila is at elizabeths house! **sighs** but at least while i was on the computer at leilas house i got to have a great conversation with the best guy ever!!! i love you chase!!!

mutatatum @ 2005-07-04T12:05:00

2005-07-04T17:08:39Z

hey everybody my computer is fixed but i think that its this lj that screws it up i dont know watever but aim is blocked now so anyone know how to get past it?! and i want to change my lj name and layout and all that jazz so anyone who feels helpful please call me!! or tell me how on this!! i love you guys! and nathan.... wats with the "bull shit" and that entry in your lj?!!?! thank you to everyone who has helped me with all my problems!! ya'll mean a lot to me!!! i cant beleive that camp is over i wish it went on forever so i could really live my life the way God wants me to live it! its so hard to do it here! so many things get in the way! but while we were there i had a God experiance every night! i cried every time! i love when that happens though it gives me the greatest feeling! and for a while i felt set free of something but i dont know how i feel now i think that i still need prayer from anyone that is willing to do so! i cant say anything else about this b/c i dont want anyone to get too involved but i just want you guys to pray! thanx in advance! i love everyone from camp! _-tatum-_

mutatatum @ 2005-06-10T18:06:00

2005-06-11T01:10:33Z

hey guys! my computer is broken again!! im babysitting right now but theyre sleeping so i got on their computer!! lol but yea its broken and it doesnt turn on so i wont be able to be on for a long time!!! so.... yeah just lettin yall know! o and i will be ungrounded on monday! so you guys need to call 586 2551 to make plans! well... try to make plans b/c im pretty busy but well try!! love you guys!!! ♥ _-tatum-_

mutatatum @ 2005-06-07T15:21:00

2005-06-07T20:24:30Z

Your life is what you make of it!

Anyone who says happiness is sunshine has never danced in the rain

Live like you were dying!

You are my colored picture in this black and white world!

Money isn’t happiness.

I never saw the color beautiful until I looked into your eyes

In the arithmetic of love one plus one equals everything and two minus one equals nothing.

Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything, but everything means nothing if I aint got you!

My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelry whichever you prefer.

The best thing in the world is to listen to someone’s heart beat and know that its beating that way because of you.

Love is when you don’t want to sleep at night because reality is better than dreaming!

There’s always that one person that will always have your heart!

What goes around comes around what goes up must come down!

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me so wont you kill me so I die happy!

In a world of cheerios be a FROOTLOOP

i liked these!!!

mutatatum @ 2005-06-06T22:25:00

2005-06-07T03:26:54Z

a biiiig looooong sigh!!!

mutatatum @ 2005-06-05T16:23:00

2005-06-05T21:23:51Z

You Are From Mars

You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive.
You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action.
You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way.
Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous.
So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others.

What Planet Are You From?

mutatatum @ 2005-06-04T14:04:00

2005-06-04T19:20:00Z

hey!! i got back from the lockin this morning and went to sleep b/c chase wouldnt let me sleep!! but thats ok b/c i didnt let him sleep in the earlier part of it!! omg monicas mom is freakin crazy!! lol i think that she told joey not to let any girls be alone with any guys!! lol so that was like the main rule!! lol nothing would have happened anyway unless nicole and nick were together! lol but no one else wanted to do anything with eachother!! baha and me and leila and chase were always together and i think that she thought we had something gonig on baha but thats not happenin!! lol but anyway... we were laying down after the movie and everyone was cold so we got under blankets and she came in and was like ok i think everyones a lil too comfortable and then she was like everybody take your hands out from under the covers!! lol but watever it was fun!! we had a capture the flag game turn into a water baloon fight! we got soaked! and me and joey poored the bucket of water on scott and amanda hebndrix!! lol it was great! and we went bowling! and we got kicked out! lol i didnt want to bowl anymore so i told chase to bowl for me! so when he was bowling i was tellin monica to do the second bowl for me! she then decides that shes going to go behind chase and throw the ball when he does...so theres 2 balls goin down the lane and one gets stuck.....so the guy comes to get it out and it walking in the gutter things and amanda hendrix throws the flippin ball!! lol and it just so happens to be a gutter ball to the gutter that the guy is in so he had to move before the thing broke his foot off lol! when he got back on flat ground he was so pissed and he was like turn off lane 18 19 20 lol it was great!!! so we left!!! mhm great times and great pictured! u could see if i knew how to put them in the entry!! but i dont so yea! i love you guys!!

mutatatum @ 2005-06-02T17:33:00

2005-06-03T00:35:23Z

this entry is dedicated to chase! i love chase he the the best friend i've ever had and the hottest hahaha! he can sometimes be mean and get mad but ill always remember the great times we had! any time that we have we try to spend it togeather and when we r togeather its the most fun anyone could ever have!!!!!!!!!chase said he would mow our grass if my mom let me go to the lockin tomorrow isn't he the greatest!!!!he said he was gonna mow the grass with his shirt off anyone want to come and watch with me lololololololol!!!!!!

mutatatum @ 2005-06-01T11:22:00

2005-06-01T16:22:43Z

BOB THE BUILDER!!!!
i wonder how many comments i can get!!

mutatatum @ 2005-05-31T12:24:00

2005-05-31T17:49:54Z

i hate being grounded!!! but you know wat i hate even more than that?!?!.....when people who you think you can trust tells their dumb ass little mommy every single fucking thing!!! yea.....a long time ago i had a problem and i felt comfortable telling this person...turns out they told their mom and their mom told my mom and i had to go to the counsiler for it. recently i had another problem and this same person told their mom and their mom told my mom and now im grounded for 2 weeks. yea if thats already not bad enough, their mom also told just about every adult in the church. so now all the parents hate me and think im "bad" and that i do drugs and drink 24-7! which i dont!! and now no one can hang out with me b/c they're partents think im a bad influence!! and for some reason they think that my dad is an alcoholic!! hes not!! im going on a trip with my dad in july and no one can go with me b/c of wat people have heard and think about me and wat they've heard and think about my dad too!! i hate this and i hate you!!!
--thank you for showing me
that best friends can not be trusted
and thank you for lying to me
your friendship the good times we had
you can have then back--

mutatatum @ 2005-05-29T13:37:00

2005-05-29T18:43:43Z

just got back from the beach with katherine and it was awesome! we layed out for a 2 days and stuff!! lol katherine caught a fish! i took pictures!! ask me if you want to see them!! even though i dont know how i would show you!! but yea it was great!! i want to know wat everyone thinks of me!!!!!!! about the person that i am and stuff!!! so please comment!!! luv ya!! ♥ _-tatum-_ o and by the way im grounded!!!!